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where can I hide from myself

you should try in my heart..
it consists in some chambers and a fine wine. somethimes i stop thinking of you and i am left absent time on a desert of space,  no wapon and no direction or sense under the naked blue sky.

you should try in my mind..
it consists in some thoughts and so much time. old time, recursive time, virgin time and beyond and the seconds that walk the desert as a step and another and so on towards infinity.

you should try in my sadness..
it consists of unknown words and worlds combining into a glift of lines and dimensions upon a shy light. part of it is not known to you and you should have much to discover, part is well known and you should have even much to order and clean with silence.

you should try in my eyes wide shut with a worthless diamond tear..
you should try with a..

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