the long kiss goodnight..

we dream in the past my love,
all our dreams are there in indexes and charts, mostly brain-powered by hunger or pure chance,
tomorow it`s never here, i`m afraid.. nor ever be..
it`s like a neverending fall from the idea of life..

mi-ai lipsit azi!
i`m sorry for sharing that, it might be awkward to say it is so.. but holding the thought it`s beyond my power.. caught in a daily routine of slightly mistakes, balancing the definition of ideas and soul..

revising those above it`s simply enough..
i just missed you, very much.. today..
and the day before it..
tomorow it`s never here i`m afraid

how was your day, under my sun.. ?

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